i want to be sent to another planet!

aiyo..! my head getting mess! i wonder this & that.. WTH!

finally tomorrow is our last event, and we all can going to wrapping up all shit with the community! then finalize office stuffs, then packing and move move! duunoe must happy or fed up, maybe nervous! yep!

i m going to move to another planet. the only best thing i could do to save my soul..hmmp! wth!

i got only 1 chip to bet on the first game n lost, then how to bet to another game. got no more chip, should go somewhere to find my chip back n bet again..
actually i get u along my way, but i feel numb, n at the end is frustration though.

ok lah, lets have reward melz, go holiday n enjoy e time n try to find it in your way.. i wish!!
i'll bring u b'dy gift lah, ole-ole lah, and dress?? hopeless, i dunnoe i m good enough getting u dress or not, i m stupid to choose dress... ((=

fiuhh ..!! finally 2 events from the date was done! Pasie Ie Leubeu was done, and the most bad Panteraja also done! yup! we celebrated the freedom from the cursed! ((=

last nite was our fren wedding, binik's. beer too much, eat too much, then the over excited made my legs pain like hell!! i was jumped jumped til the music off!
arrived sigli already midnite and gotta woke up very early! but everything done! done!
ah yeah..purposely met yenty at her shop to hand out dvd, or just wanna met? hell yeah... ;)

so i m this,,,,,

am I crazy or falling in love
is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when i look at u?
are you holding back at the way i do?
cause i m trying and trying to walk away
but i know this crush ain't going away

has it ever crossed your mind
when we are hanging, spending time
are we just friends? is there more?

lucky have an angel

fed up with bloody people!

come n fight me if u dare!! ur mouth are bigger than septic tank at ur house! fuck you!!
u r fucking useless crap! from now on u 2 n 3 are kind of mother fucker crap!
yes u have bulk of money but who u r? evil! fucking tricky guys! dracula! stinky crap! loser!

ok!!

thanks to the very frens always support n e trust!! great kongsuners.
and the one with her very kind heart, yen u r an angel, u give support n believe in me ((=
even we both very incompatible (u pray-i cursed), but we can enjoy our time, having fun together, n always trust me personally! how lucky ;)

i not a bloody one but also not an angel heart as yen, i cursed i fight i revile! only to fucking one!

i sorry i give u flower

why called me? only said about your mom?
ya ya..appreciate it, i thanks for the kindness.. i still can recognize your voice til whenever. .
hard for me to refused u as always, u win! as i very tempted to called u.

You forgive me for liking you too much,
And I'll forgive you for not liking me enough.

You forgive me for missing you so,
And I'll forgive you for being so cold.

You forgive me for the loud racing of my heart,
And I'll forgive you for not hearing it.

You forgive me for playing your games,
And I'll forgive you for toying with my emotions.

You forgive me for finding you so attractive,
And I'll forgive you for not noticing.

You forgive me for raising you up so high,
And I'll forgive you for bringing me down so low.

You forgive me for wanting to be with you,
And I'll forgive you for avoiding me.

You forgive me for being so pathetic,
And I'll forgive you for taking advantage of it.

You forgive me for not being able to let go,
And I'll forgive you for never having latched on.

You forgive me for having hopes and dreams,
And I'll forgive you for crushing them.

Forgiveness brings inner peace.Do we have a deal?"~

superhero

since our superhero arrived, our hopes brighten up!
contract hopefully will extend til mid year 2010 (dungdung plz go to hell)

last weekend really purposely went to banda to met yenty..yep yep..we spent our day! was fun.

so..this month & e next final month will b busy coz of the project program! there is no wrap-up end of this year dungdung!!

fed up with bloody people, actually we r fren but u all r fucking bloody, fucking stingy, fucking tricky bitch! go to hell u!!

i only focus to the right track.

gutless!

have nothing to say..

no funny thing happened

no gossip to blow out

i m broken


only to that 1 the only 1 my gut as bis as a dot! pheesai!
no i cant, i only can boomz here n there then never have gut to tell it out! fuck!
no no no.. i leave it all..the story to forget (=


i wont like u de!

i thanks to my buddies that accompanied me passed this hard phase, u all that always listen to my story, accept me as who i m, n gave support..

i ain't need any replacement that fast le.. ck! i was wrong, everything changed. sometimes, when u were text me, i didnt reply, i sorry coz i havent ready yet. u still can mess up my recovery program.