only sleep

i decide to spend the rest of my day after office by sleep n sleep well, not sleep with..or not sleep by doing something with somebody, (it was so yesterday hahaha) not sleep plus plus ((= just sleep on my bed myself and dream..


Eh sukma said I m getting fat?? Really? I can’t believe it..yes I had good food in medan, but I also played hard (= I only fat on face perhaps, only chubby n I hate it! I want that craving face, umm.. something like that, it makes good character on face..is it..? I think so..not that chubby chooby face very ugly le..

Roberto really called me, PO received 300kg apple-pear, have to go to medan, bobo will go, I cant go, I give up I cant play that hard..have to rest my body..yes..yes..hard to admit i m getting old!! happy now?!! happy to hear this? melda is getting old!!, she is already quarter of life and this is her last chance to get orgasm!! WTF!!


yen wad u said? go to medan again, this weekend, i tot u will said, ok so next time come n we chill out together..i already forward u san text message right, she was said MUST COME, C U, BYE! wtf! did i tell u i m cracking up..i already created sad story about the way to reach medan by bus..8hrs inside the fridge, freezing! ckckck...everybody should know how those kampong people travel that hard just to reach one place that we call out from the cursed! hell yeah..!


yess..we work here, we earn money from here, but that just it is..no shopping mall, no hypermart, when i want eat chocolate wafer or cake, i just can get 'teh botol' again..!! wtf!!


we really talking "crap" with the 'riverside point' (wtf) buddies-kongsuners-anak sunge. wtf!! wad we discussed was fucking disgusting tonite, was about shit! shit that floating on the river, the size, and the shape/type, WTF!!!! want vomit anot...! hahahaha

ok..ok..stop melda! going to the bed..and good nitez.. ;)

late again.. fed up!

Hoooaammmm......damn sleepy..!! i was late!!!! woke up at 08. am WTH!!

i listened my phone alarm! but this morning so calm..no busy out side..tot everybody gone to another planet this morning and leave me alone in the kampong!!

hurry up!! com'on..melda! bath n fly to office!! ok, should text Ronal "i will b late 30mins" wth!

i used to late everyday ma!! as i used to drink teh botol everyday! no breakfast at 08.am this morning, dont know feel like lazy n weak..so weak..ok then should ask our boy to go out by me mie goreng & teh botol again..wth! feel better after having those poison!

heyyyy...where r u?? why never see u this morning? last nite text u also no reply? tot my ym spoil last nite, but today also never catch u up yet..did u receive my message? dont know lah.. maybe i juz think too much..or u just off coz busy, anyway...will see later..

and wad u said san??! "should b arrive on this saturday and we going out again" WTF!! my body going crack and dont wanna play hard core le! today is the 3th day, and still feel damn tired!! no..no..i m not getting old! yess! i m young n strong! but need relax a while!

my wish, roberto not call me today..i wish he wont ask me to take the purchase order today..or when.. i wish him to call me ummm..next week is just ok.. so this weekend can rest n having BBQ at nite, yeah..thats right..!! if you call me this week, bobo wil b the one who kena going to medan again..haiyoo..he will becomes salted fish anyway..hehe.. (next week pleaseeee...) we will love u so much roberto...amin!

finally..goal..

Josse Roberto...huuuuu...waiting your phone call like waiting my love phone call! wtf!!
alright...i love it, i love to hear it..already wait for long long life..finally....

achieve the goal! ok..not so big big project..! apple-fruity project, make we can fuck the world again n again...yay...1 project done today! wad next...still got many-many..., lets do it 1 by 1..feel like hyper lust..wtf!!

office hotainment

and wth r u doing ronal! u ride along with that f** bundoo!! i was shocked up!! lucky i was not stroke at that moment hahaha..so romance show..where were u going? tot u 2 going to empang..that our back yard fucking dirty pool, were u sending her to shit on that empang? huahahahahaha...ckckckc...i just leave for 2minutes and she hurry asked u to out?? so scary e that bloody nanny!! omfg!!!

i cant hide my laugh to this fucking funny show!! hahaha or u just pretend to hate that bloody nanny infront us, and actually u 2...ehm..hm.. >>><<<< toing..toing... 2 becomes 1 hahahaha u r the one the commander with us to against that bloody nanny!! wth!! wad u ate from her? u kena gong thao = jampi-jampi=magic from the hell!!
she the bloody nanny from the snake cave came out to cursed everybody ----> so scary.. but she is sukma boss hihihi...not mine huahahahaha

go fuck urself!!

I will never care wadever u type on ur status! Go to hell ya!

Wad u said?! “I m happy..spending days wt lover!” Wtf! U only tried to disturb me right! Fuck u! I don’t even care, I thanks to that fucking stupid guy who ever come to you!

Now wad?! Type again “miss me, n wanna hear my voice” fuck you!!
U will never win! U got it anot!! I know u only anwei yourself! U just try n try to get me back!
No way!! Gosh! U r fucking disturbing!!

anyway...Ronal!! please dont make me laugh.. "melda, wad r u doing?! go n prepare e proposal for us to get training in Bali" wtf!! when u said? this month? yes next month! gosh!
ok..ok..here it is..listen, training management package in Kuta, Bali, 2000$ per person!! for 5 days! see it ronal!!! count..count...!!!! wtf!

then...quite for so long...huahahahaha...now wad! got money anot????? 2000$ hahahaha
yes, please never ever compare with that fucking handicraft training in Yogyakarta, that was only 200$ wtf! they only make mat! we make fun..hahaha no i mean we make management stuff, totally different with that fucking mat stuff! hahahahaha and wad the Austin Power will say "do u think i m crazy!!" u all go Bali get training for 2000$ or going for fuck!!! ok ok..i approve it for next life hahahahahahaha kam lan!!!!!!

must be dead in sleep

Hell yeah..damn sleepy..!! sleep in the bus the whole night much better, even should b in the office early morning, body going crack n wil b ok after full rest in a week..yep..

After office still cant juz going sleep, have to clean up my room, take out all the dirt clothes, think wad to eat for dinner…wish crime mates wont come, hey buddy let me sleep awhile..
and they still come for beer and jhonny walker WTF!!!

they now playing football in the beach every evening..umm sounds fun, I want to join after had full rest later..i not play football, I only sit and eat or swimming i guess..

The days wil be always like this in this kampong, it wil never change til next millennium wth!
I m getting bored in medan, lagi-lagi fucking bored in kampong, actually wad I need? Don’t know.. orh..not that bad actually, these buddies everyday coming really make the day fun le..everyday talk rubbish, chee bay n chee bay for thousand times, wtf!! n then gambling..hell yeah!

suddenly i saw zumi=cumi-cumi=crazy man, yep!! he is going crazy..perhaps he kena brain wash! poor or scary..he was our colleague in the office of course before mad, normal man turn to be crazy..everyday talk about he has many many companies, has alot of cars, n others property.
just now i saw him in ym, i text him, i tot maybe he changed already, maybe he just too much stress last time, n wad i heard, he just still the same crazy man talk about crap!! wth!
or he is now a terrorist?? he ask me not to tell anybody about his ym id, he cant tell me where he is now..and he talk about indonesia not safe, WTF!!

anyway...this fucking chao ca bo, still try to get my attention! WTF! just a second i type this, and she just come by the text! fuck you! i dont care u, i dont wanna reply!
wad do u want! just go away from me! you make me getting irritation!

after 10.000 days..

hellooooo..Melda..!!! wad the hell r u doing lately..

ok i think i m going to blog after gone for million years..i m not as good as syl in blogging, but it good to keep writing anyway..

1. finally syl visit medan (cant believe it) - we knew each other since april 08
20.09.09 pick her up in airport and go to Berastagi for 2 nights, our van spoil otw to bukit :) me and frens made her stone sometimes but she is super, always fun.

2. in Medan
rafting!! super fun le! dayung maju...dayung mundur...woooooo!! jump together from e higher rock..feel like commit suicide
clubbing with waii frens, wth..! eat, coffee, eat, and club

3. the rest 3 days in medan
spent with aceh frens..also wt same activities; eat, coffee, eat, ktv.

ok..actually i thanks to this holiday, thanks to syl for coming, thanks to all waii frens, that had made e days fun..before got alot of stress in mind, tension with e mother fucker chao ca bo!

now u think u r a winner!! u think u can type anything on ur status juz to disturb me, no..! u r totally wrong! fuck u! now ur god already sent u another guy for u to bully and play with..think i should thanks to ur god! i m free n get my line back!

"wad r u ?" people very often ask me this quetion, syl asked me too! wad r u interested to..
"i dont know" actually not i dont know..! i dont know yet wad thing make me interest, or how stupid i was when u asked me! i interest with funny people, i like someone like u, why i never answer like that. coz i dont wanna make things turn awkward. we called it: le'bay

me also dizzy about some happening things to me, all those meaning to something? u asked me out, accompanied u, lunch til dinner, wake me up..chat, or even wierd question for only ordinary fren..?? i dont know..i lose instinc, or i never even wanna guess..i dont wanna ask either..juz let thing happen as it flow..